Sonya handed the boy over to his father. Gosh! It was uncanny how much they resembled each other. Sonya smiled slightly, reaching over to sweep some errant strands of jet black hair out of her son's eyes. Jagre Sr, leaned in to press a kiss to the woman's cheek. "You have nothing to worry about, love. I'll take excellent care of him and he's well protected with the clan."
"I know. It's just ... he hasn't been more than two feet away from me since he was born." The woman explained, smiling at her boy who was staring in awe at his father's profile. "I'm terrible at good-byes. So go. Shoo! Please call me though once you arrive on Mandalore so I know you're both safe."
Jagre promised and gave the mother of his son one more kiss, this time to the forehead, along with a gentle caress of her cheek. Oh how he loved her! He loved her then and he loved her even more now, but their happiness together was apparently never meant to be. He knew how much she loved him, too, but he couldn't give her what she needed, what she deserved. He was still getting established in his roots, learning more and more about his Mandalorian heritage and embracing it fully. Until he completed things he felt he needed to complete, he could not love this woman properly.
"Trystan" waved bye-bye over his father's muscular shoulder. The toddler looked so small and fragile against his father's rigid, muscular, well-built frame. Sonya waved back, biting back a sob and lodging it in her throat. Jagre would have their son with him for the next three or four months, with regular calls to remain in contact and to keep her updated. Sonya didn't know what she'd do with herself for that period of time. She hadn't truly been alone.
Ever.
Suddenly it dawned on her that she could soak for hours in a steaming hot bath if she wanted to. No overtired child outside of the bathroom door screaming to high heaven because she had the door not only closed, but locked as well for a few minutes so she could grab a quick shower or pee in peace. She could come and go as she pleased and not have to pack up a small bag of the child's things in case he had an accident or scraped a knee. She could sleep late in the morning and not be woken by the sounds of Castle Creep, the kid's favorite animated cartoon.
The more she thought of what she'd be able to do now that her son would be away for a few months, the more excited she became. As evidenced by the smile on her face which grew wider and broader with each selfish little thought. "I could take a vacation and go to the spa," she said softly out loud. At this revelation, her eyes grew a bit wider, her smile reached from ear to ear, and she felt the excited flutter of butterflies tickling her stomach for a brief moment.
The feeling of guilt was ebbing away and Sonya turned to hurry from the Borleias spaceport so she race home, pack, and return to the spaceport to catch a flight. To where? She had no idea. She could think of a destination while she packed! Or, she could wait until she returned to the spaceport, close her eyes, and tell the fates to select it for her.
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"How may I help you?" The attendant behind the counter at the spaceport asked, her tone dull and her eyes never once leaving the computer screen.
"Give me a round-trip ticket on whatever the next luxury starship is leaving the port." Sonya said as she rifled through her over-sized purse to dig out her identification papers; the ones identifying her as Genevive Fontaine, her alter identity. Ever since the Empire attacked and overthrew the seated government of Corellia, Sonya's lived as her alter ego, figuring it's safer until the forces opposing the Imperials can gain the upper hand and restore peace to the galaxy. Or so she hoped. Had she not witnessed the Empire's destruction first hand she might have felt differently.
"That'll be seventeen-hundred-twenty-five credits for a first class cabin aboard the Errant Venture. She's leaving in twenty-minutes so if you hurry, you can catch her."
Sonya's head snapped up. Not at the cost but at the relatively minimal amount of time she had to get to the other end of the spaceport to board the ship. Of course it had to be at the complete opposite end of the spaceport. "Fine, I'll take it. Here, swipe it fast and let me get going."
The woman behind the counter took the credit card, ran it through, and handed it back. Sonya could tell the woman hated her job and probably was pissed to be working the weekend. It was quite obvious in her attitude and demeanor. Smacking her gum lazily, eying Sonya from over the rim of her bifocals resting at the end of her nose, the manner in which she purposely moved a wee bit more slowly when it came to swiping the charge card and reaching for the receipt print-out for Sonya to scribble her signature upon. Then the final tearing of the ticket from the printer and the snapped flourish in which she handed the ticket to Sonya.
"I'd wish you a nice day but I can see it wouldn't do any good," Sonya snarked at the woman while jerking the ticket out of the woman's wrinkled and age-spotted hand, then made a mad dash across the spaceport. She gave up apologizing to people and beings she inadvertently whacked with her purse or smacked with her suitcase. There were just too many of them. "Wait!" She called, waving her ticket in the air over her head as the attendant at the gate was about to close it. Sonya thrust her body between the narrow opening and her bags got caught. "Sorry," she breathed breathlessly while shoving her ticket into the attendant's face and struggling to yank her bags through.
After reading the ticket over, the attendant jerked a thumb - at least Sonya thought it was a thumb - in the direction of the boarding ramp that was going to start pulling away any minute. "Right. Thanks!" Sonya darted off up the long and narrow hall, skirted across the boarding ramp and made it through the doors just seconds before the ramp began to withdraw.
"Stub please," she was asked by one of the staff assisting in getting their traveling guests settled on board.
"Oh yes, here it is." Sonya dropped her suitcase and handed the stub over while adjusting her over-sized purse upon her right shoulder. Finally organized and caught up with her own self, she smiled as the man showed her which hall to take and instructed her on which elevator to take and which floor to get off.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
"Time to have some fun!" After getting herself settled into her cabin, showering, and sexy-ing herself up, Sonya hit the floor! The gambling floor, that is. Aboard the Errant Venture the Maw Casino was in keeping with its namesake. One of several casinos aboard the ship, the Maw Casino's walls were painted black to swallow up light like a black hole. The tables surfaces were of silver, curved glowrods along the outer edges, and there wasn't any overhead lighting. Instead, servers wore clothing and jewelry that glowed in the dark, making the entire casino a scene from the Maw itself.
The decor made the Maw Casino the perfect place to meet someone in relative secrecy. Except for Sonya. She wasn't here to meet anyone, didn't know anyone on board, and well .. she was just looking to have a good, relaxing time. This would also be a wonderful distraction from missing her son. Or so she told herself. She had to chuckle quietly unto herself as she circled the floor once, checking out the games and deciding what she wanted to play first. She had first met Jagre in a casino located on The Wheel space station.
"May I join?" She asked a table of Sabacc players once their hand had finished. A gentleman nodded and motioned toward the vacant seat next to his with a slight wave of his hand, after giving the woman the once-over that Sonya hadn't even noticed. Smoothing her mid-thigh length skirt against the backs of her thighs, she sat down and tossed her ante into the center of the table.
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Several hours, several drinks, and several rounds of Sabacc later, Sonya was spent! Her cheeks had taken on the gentle rosy hue of being flushed, several strands of chestnut hair un-tucked itself from the french twist she'd had it in, and she had a fit of the giggles a little more often than even she cared for. She'd had just a wee bit too much to drink and one would think that would have affected her card playing. Perhaps it had, but not in the way her opponents would have liked. The woman cleaned the table by winning the last seven of eight rounds.
"Thank you {hiccup}... gentlemen. But I must call it an evening,' she said cheerfully as she scooped her winnings into her hand-purse then cashed them in.
"Ah, looks like the lady was lucky tonight,"the cashier said with a charming smile. "Would you like me to credit your account for the full amount? It'd be safer than walking around the ship with this much on hand."
{Hiccup} "Oh! Pardon me. Mm. Please. No, wait. Give me a few hundred and put the rest on my account please."
The cashier did as she requested. "Would you like security to escort you to your room, Miss?"
Sonya didn't think that was truly necessary. After all, there were security cameras in the hallways and more than likely they were actually recording and/or being watched by security personnel elsewhere. Right? "No, thank you. Good night." Sonya blushed. Her footing wasn't all that even and she did her best to fake it as she made her way back toward her cabin. Though ... the halls she was taken didn't look familiar, nothing was ringing a bell. Oh great, she thought. I'm drunk enough to have gotten myself lost.